I began being social again, with the people used to be social with. Now, after not hanging with a group of people for a few weeks inevitably you’re going to feel a little, heck a lot left out of the loop. But I went and I sat there, not saying much, just observing, it opened my eyes, the world keeps turning without you. You can either sit back behind you’re wall and exclude yourself or try to jump back in head first. Last night was one of the hardest things I’ve done lately, but it will get easier. This is the first step to getting back to normal, because those people, my friends, they are me, and I need them if I’m ever going to rid myself of this cloud over my head. I’m determined to feel I belong again, right now I don’t know where that is, but I’m hoping it’s still with the amazing people I used to call my friends. If not I’m probably just going to move to Melbourne. Seriously.